Lone Wolf: Wandering with the past of lost love on your back...

Funny how a scent can instantly bring the Lone Wolf back to a time in his life where another had made an impression on his memory. Yet, it is another involving a memory of what could not be for the Lone Wolf. The Lone Wolf is not a stranger to being his own worst enemy when it comes to the opposite sex that came and left out of his life. It has been said that the Lone Wolf is acting "stubborn" when it comes to finding his soulmate. That would make him an oxymoron: To voluntarily resist the one thing he has always sought out of life, a soulmate. This could not be any further from the truth.

The Lone Wolf truly does hope to find his soulmate in the near future. What the Lone Wolf is stubborn about is the ideal of having to settle for anything less than bliss when it comes to seeking a mate. Just because the Lone Wolf is getting older does not mean he should stop searching for soulmate and settle down with another kindred spirit just because she is also "alone" and "single". This is not the way of the Lone Wolf. You would think the Lone Wolf would learn from his past encounters with the opposite sex. You would think that the Lone Wolf would have gain new insight from a history of failed loves that did not work out for him. Apparently, love is the one thing the Lone Wolf has not seemed to master in his wandering life. Yet, the Lone Wolf has been able to keep on existing to one day meet his true soulmate, if she still exist out there in the wilderness...

IT is a difficult life for the Lone Wolf to be wandering with the past of lost loves on his back. Especially, if a lot of the lost loves were from the bad choices made the Lone Wolf. Yet, the Lone Wolf cannot continue to wonder over would could have been with his past loves. Choices (good or bad) are a part of life. This is a fact of life. There is no time for second guessing one's own choices. And, the Lone Wolf is no stranger to this fact of life. This is the way of the Lone Wolf...

The Lone Wolf and the Lost Pup

The Lone Wolf has been known for not being able to turn away too many lost causes. Especially those that happen to wander upon his territory. Take for example a "lost pup" of a soul. they are usually oblivious to the real world. They are usually going to experience many of trials and errors before being able to effectively handle what the world is capable of throwing at them. And, they usually have not adapted the ability of finding the way back home. These are the kids of lost causes the Lone Wolf eventually attempt to help them find their path back home. This is the way of the Lone Wolf.

To the Lone Wolf, helping a lost pup find their way back home is like Shepperd guiding his flock back to pasture. It sometimes can be a long and dangerous task. But, the gained rewards of it all worth it. The Lone Wolf would be the living entity that he is if it was not for the many of "teachers" that guided him towards the right path of life. One must be willing to pass on one's knowledge to future generations. And, one must be willing to step up to help a lost pup when the time calls for such an action to occur. Cause to the Lone Wolf, one is usually defined by the actions and words of one's own deed. It is to this end, aiding lost pups are usually a common occurrence for the Lone Wolf.

Not all attempts to aide a lost pup are successful. It is in the "intentions" of the Lone Wolf to aide the lost pup is what matters. And, the Lone Wolf's intentions are usually sincere. But, at the end of the day, the Lone Wolf can only hope the lost pup would "eventually" find their way home. You can leave one to the right path of life. But, it is still of to that one to still walk it and not stray to far from that path. The Lone Wolf knows that no two lost pups are alike. They differ in their thoughts, their experiences, their physical abilities, and their ethics toward situations. When a lost pup thinks that they no longer needs the aide or advise of another. Then, they are now the teachers of others. These lost pups would also bevery delusional in that frame of thinking. not even the Lone Wolf think that he is able being a lost pup from time to time.

No one living entity is capable of knowing "all" that there is to know about the people and things of this world. So, the Lone Wolf must constantly seek out knowledge in order to keep his current abilities keen against and future delimmas he may encounter in life. A lost pup (like all living entities) will eventually come to this realization in due time, also. This is the way of the Lone Wolf...

Lone Wolf: On the feeling of "Helplessness"...

Helplessness (noun): the state of needing help from something. I wandered in some area outside of my own wilderness. It appears to be a junk yard or something to that sort. Two to three dogs must have picked up my scent. And, the dogs began chasing me as if they were protecting their territory. I ran as fast I could. The dogs were catching up with me very hastily. Out of the panic of being severely attacked by those vicious dogs, I got underneath the closest clunker that I could find to protect myself. But, the dogs were still persistent at attacking and hurting me.

As I now lay helpless underneath the front area of an old clunker, I began to feel one of those dogs trying to get its teeth around my left hind leg. It's going to be only an amount of time before that dog is finally able to fully clamp onto that leg. Another dog was able to pinned down my head with the bottom of its chin. And, that dog beagan to constantly lick my left ear as I laid helpless underneath that old clunker. I tried to lay still in hopes that the two dogs would eventually grow tire of me and leave. But, it didn't work. The dog that was holding my head down gave me the feeling that it was going to soon start biting on my left ear. I have never felt so helpless in my current situation. Why did I wander out of my own wilderness?

The feeling of pending death began to come over me. I can began to feel pain being sustained by the dog that was attacking my left hind leg. And, it was nothing that I could do about it. The most agonizing feeling was coming from that other dog that had control of my head. My life was literary in his mouth. With my neck exposed to his attacks, it just kept licking on my left ear as long a I continued to lay still. That dog only growled when I appeared to start moving from my pinned position. How am I going to be able to survive this mess?

As I laid in this helpless predicament, I knew no one was coming to my aide. This is one of the flaws of the life of a Lone Wolf. Never wanting help even when it is neccessary from another living entity. If I should die from the actions of these junk yard dogs, I have no off springs to carry on my bloodline. I would like to believe that no living entity would like to spend their last moments in this world feeling so helpless. If I had to deal with this moment all over again, I would rather have died in a moment of fighting off those junk yard dogs attacks. At least, I would have died with more "honor" than this current fate. Regardless, I am about to die, no one is coming to my rescue, and there is nothing I can do to stop it. Could fate be so cruel to me?

A heavy weight of sadness began to come over my aching body. I did not fear the ideal of death by another living entity. I only feared that no one woulf know where, when, and how I died. As my body began to feel more and more helpless by each passing moment, the junk yard dogs continued their attacks upon me. So, I gave up trying to survive this vicious attacks from those junk yard dogs. I was alone. I was outnumbered. And, I was too helpless to do anything about it my current situation. What is the point of my continuing to endure this agonizing ordeal?

Darkness began to come over my world, as I let go of the ideal of trying to survive these circumstances. I began to finally loose consciousness from the helplessness of my current fate. I was so scared from seeing my pending death that I woke up laying on my living room floor. I could not believe that the whole thing that I was experiencing was only a dream. But How? How could those vicious junk yard dog attacks and the feelings of helplessness seem so real to me? The way of a Lone Wolf sometimes comes with more questions than answers, sometimes...

It takes the force equal to an elephant to seriously injure the Lone Wolf...

To think the Lone Wolf was anything more than invincible is ludicrous.

The problem with being a Lone Wolf sometimes is the fact that he cannot be a contradiction of his way of life. Meaning, the only way the Lone Wolf can continue to wander the earth as a "lone" figure. So, to that end, being a Lone Wolf comes with certain negative aspects of this existence. One is the fact that the Lone Wolf must usually tend to his own injuries. It is a well known fact the Lone Wolf usually becomes more withdrawn from his family and friends the more serious the sustained injuries or illness. To simply state, the Lone Wolf does not like feel anything less than weak in front of family and friends. A thing that may one be the end of his own undoing.

After all the years of existence, after many years of battles, and after all the injuries the Lone Wolf has experience and survived, it took the force equal to an elephant to seriously injure him. And, as he grows older with age, it takes more time for the Lone Wolf to recovery from those injuries. It is a hard pill to swallow for the Lone Wolf to realize that he is not as tough as he would love to be. But, it's okay. The Lone Wolf has come to accept the fact that he needs to get over the disappointment of being seriously injured; And, do what he needs to do in order to become better and stronger than ever. And, to this end the Lone Wolf will eventually rise to this physical challenge. This is way of the Lone Wolf.

The are some bridges that even the Lone Wolf knows not to cross...

Throughout the years the Lone Wolf has gained the skills and abilities to hold his own against most of the adversities the came up in his life. Most of the time, the adversities were usually caused by the Lone Wolf's own doing. But eventually, the Lone Wolf manages to overcome these adversities. And, the Lone Wolf normally grows as a person from surviving whatever experiences he faced.

The funny thing seems to occur to the Lone Wolf when he happens to come upon a bridge in his path of life. Depending on the size of that bridge, the Lone Wolf usually decides if that bridge is a necessity to cross or a it is really not worth crossing, yet. But, whatever is the choice, it never does the Lone Wolf any good to burn any of those bridges he come into contact with during his daily encounters. To the Lone Wolf, bridges and people are quite similar in retrospect to each other. They are usually dependable when they have a strong foundation about them. No one bridge, like people, are the same in structure and depth. And, both can easily fall apart (physically) if they are not well maintained.

The Lone Wolf will usually not cross a bridge that he is not too sure about. IT is part of the survival instincts the Lone Wolf has learned to develop during his upbringing. The longer the bridge the more likely the Lone Wolf becomes more cautious while attempting to cross over it. Yet, the Lone Wolf continues to venture across those long bridges cause his instincts tell him to do so. There is usually no turning back for the Lone Wolf once he begins his journey across a bridge. The key for the Lone Wolf while crossing the bridge is not get distracted by anything that has nothing to do with him getting across that bridge. So, the Lone Wolf usually stays focused taking one step at a time until that bridge is crossed.

The Lone Wolf still have a lot of bridges in life to cross. Some will be very difficult to deal with. Some will be a joy to experience. The rest of the upcoming bridges in life will just little lessons along a path of full enlightenment for the Lone Wolf. There are some bridges that even the Lone Wolf knows not to cross. But, that is the difference between a Lone Wolf (composure under pressure) and a wolf cub (undisciplined under stress). This is the way of the Lone Wolf.

Harmony: The Lone Wolf walking in Mighty Eagles' shadow...

The Lone Wolf will always wander in the shadow of the Mighty Eagle, which is the foundation of the Lone Wolf's existence. But, like all other living entities in life, one must eventually find their own "self identity" in the world. The need to establish one's uniqueness, self-esteem, and importance in the world have always been the ambitions of the Lone Wolf. Yet, one should strive to also find a harmony between the Lone Wolf (ideology) of his present and the Mighty Eagle (spirit) of his past in order to balance the inner spirit within himself. Some days are easier than others for the Lone Wolf while attempting to accomplish this harmony stuff. One thing is for sure about the Lone Wolf walking in the shadow of the Mighty Eagle. The Lone Wolf can never deny the positive attributes that he obtained from being a Mighty Eagle. "Determination" is one of the most used attributes the Lone Wolf relies on while walking in the Mighty Eagles' shadow. This is why harmony with one spirit beings will always be one of ways of the Lone Wolf.

The source of the Lone Wolf's essence: Faith from others...

Faith (noun): complete confidence in a person or plan, etc. IT is a given that the Lone wolf must always have faith in himself in order to exist from day to day. But, the source of the Lone Wolf's essence is faith from others. IT was faith from others that passed on their knowledge and kindness onto him to pass onto to those that he may encounter in society. When it comes to faith from others, let it be known that the Lone Wolf has been known to accomplish the sometimes improbable tasks or missions assigned to him from his family, friends, and coworkers. The Lone Wolf lives to accomplish such tasks (especially those that sometimes challenge his intellect).

Faith is the common denominator that separates the Lone Wolf from other living entities. to others it may appear that the Lone Wolf is somewhat "cocky" or "conceded" in the faith that he has in himself. But, faith received from others causes the Lone Wolf to become "motivated" to not disappoint anyone that entrusted him with a task or mission. As in the ole ways of Feudal Japan, the Lone Wolf sometimes take on the ways of the ninja" To fail in one's mission is to dishonor himself, his family, and his fellow clansmen. To this end, the Lone Wolf usually goes all out in his work in order to strive for a productive and satisfactory end to his assigned tasks. This is the way of the Lone Wolf.

If the day ever comes when the world no longer have faith in the Lone Wolf, it is the day the Lone Wolf must accept the fact that his life on this earth is of no further importance to mankind. But until then, the Lone Wolf will continue to strive to not loose the faith of his family, friends, and coworkers by staying true to his way of philosophy: "A good reputation is more valuable than money." This is the way of the Lone Wolf...

Stranded: The Lone Wolf, the Four Hermits, and the Soft Grounds of the Woodlands' edge...

Stranded (verb): to be halted or struck by a difficult situation.

Today, the Lone Wolf was wandering towards the areas of the Woodlands. The Lone Wolf was attempting to meet with the "Hermit of the Woodlands", when he saw the grounds ahead of him were becoming too soft to continue walking upon it. Against his better judgement, the Lone Wolf continued to venture further towards the Woodlands knowing there was a chance that he may become stranded in the soft ground. Let it be known that the Lone Wolf was never the being to not make a promise that he doesn't intend to keep to another. "This is not the way of the Lone Wolf". And, the Lone Wolf was going to attempt keep the promise he made to the Hermit of the Woodlands. So, the Lone Wolf was able to cross the small creek that was located in front of the Woodlands' edge with ease. Soon after, the Lone Wolf began to soon loss his footing along the soft grounds. The Lone Wolf attempted to free himself from the soft ground. But, the Lone Wolf eventually realized that he neither could move any further towards nor away from the edge of the Woodlands' edge. In short, the Lone Wolf had became very weak from being stranded in the soft ground of the Woodlands' edge as he already predicted.

The Lone Wolf was able to grab hold of a few pieces of nearby timber to return to free himself from the soft ground. But, the Lone Wolf in his weakened condition was still unable to get himself out of the soft ground. The Lone Wolf began to start sinking even further into the soft ground. Being at wit's end, the Lone Wolf began calling out for help to any other living entities that may have be wandering the nearby area. Just when all hope was lost for the Lone Wolf, he observed a lone figure heading towards his direction from the World of the Society. It was a long time friend of the Hermit of the Woodlands, "The Opportunistic Hermit". The Opportunistic Hermit have been able to adapt to the World of the Woodlands and the World of the Society during his lifetime on this plain of existence. And, the two hermits treat each other like blood brothers with their long friendship. After failing to help get the Lone Wolf out of the soft ground, the Opportunistic Hermit had to temporarily leave the Lone Wolf in order to seek assistance from other nearby hermits in the World of the Society.

As the Lone Wolf waited patiently stranded in the soft grounds near the edge of the Woodlands' edge, another hermit began to arrive to this location. Without saying a word to the Lone Wolf, the "Backpack Hermit" began gather straps of wood pieces s from the Woodlands to assist with getting the Lone Wolf out of the soft ground. Then, the Opportunistic Hermit can be observed returning towards the Lone Wolf's location with two more hermits. The other two unknown hermits were observed gather clothing that were left out as trash along the boundaries of the World of the Woodlands and the World of the Society. Eventually the other two hermits joined the Opportunistic Hermit and the Backpack Hermit began attempting to get the stranded Lone Wolf out of the soft ground.

The Lone Wolf was still too weak to do very much in getting himself out of the soft ground. So, it was up to the fours hermits to succeed in that task. With the Opportunistic Hermit leading this task, it took only minutes to get the Lone Wolf out of that soft ground. The Lone Wolf was was able to feel excited about finally gettig of that soft ground. After, the Lone Wolf praised the hermits for aiding him in his time of need. He showed his gratitude to the four hermits by rewarding them for their unselfish act with the gift of inspiration. The four hermits felt very enlighted from the Lone Wolf's gift. And, the Lone Wolf began his slow and long journey towards home to tend to his weakened state from being stuck in that soft ground for a long period of time. The promise that the Lone Wolf made to the Hermit of the Woodlands would have to be fulfilled another day. But, the promise to the Hermit of the Woodlands will eventually be fulfilled. This is the way of the Lone Wolf...

The Lone Wolf and the Scorpion

The scorpion is a constant reminder that death walks with us. In the not too distant past, the scorpion and the Lone Wolf used to exist as the best of friends in the world. Respecting each other's individual identities, the scorpion and the Lone Wolf experienced some good times and the bad during long and respectful friendship. During their long friendship, the scorpion and the Lone Wolf were able to compliment each other's strengths and weaknesses to their advantages during any given situation. Until they both came upon a wild and deep river on their path of life.

The Lone Wolf, being the bigger entity of the two, offered his friend the scorpion across the wild and deep river. But, the Lone Wolf had one condition: "Do not sting me with your lethal tail. Or, I shall become weak, then die, and we both shall drown inside of the wild and deep river." The scorpion gave the Lone Wolf his word that he would not sting his long time friend while being carried across the river. The Lone Wolf allowed the scorpion to crawl onto his back in order to be able to carry his buddy across the river. While approaching the mid-way point of this wild and deep river, the Lone Wolf began to feel the scorpion constantly stinging him in the back.

The Lone Wolf yelled out to the scorpion: "Why, my friend!?! Why are you stinging me when you know that have doomed us both to drown in this river!!!" The scorpion simply told the Lone Wolf: "IT is my nature, my friend..." The Lone Wolf eventually began to loose his strength from being poisoned by the scorpion's tail. The scorpion and the Lone Wolf soon after drowned into the wild and deep river...

The Lone Wolf, against his better judgment (sometimes), attempts to see the goodness, potential, and honesty in the people he knows and meet in life. But, he has been stung more than by scorpions that he regarded as friends than he could count. The Lone Wolf is the first to admit that he himself is not perfect. But, he also been a recipient of the ole saying: " What comes around, goes around..." So, the Lone Wolf practices the, "Treat each person as to how you would like to be treated in the same situation..." IT does not always work out as the Lone Wolf pictures it would turn out. But, this is what keep the Lone Wolf believing that not all people are assholes, users, or liars. IF the Lone Wolf did think that way about people as a whole, there would be no point keeping any of his friends at all.

The Lone Wolf chooses to not keep scorpions in his life, especially if they are thoughtful and respectful of the Lone Wolf's mutual well being. This is the way of the Lone Wolf.

Retrospect: The Lone Wolf on living "caged" or living "freely"...

Happiness (noun): A state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy. The Lone Wolf has been living free for so long he has never been able to live as a domesticated entity. To the Lone Wolf, living as a "caged animal" would be a foreign concept to him. Sure, the Lone Wolf has adapted to his environment in order to survive on a day to day basis. But, the Lone Wolf still sees himself as being more "free" with his current lifestyle than "caged". In a sense, the Lone Wolf does not have a true "sense of home" to call his own, yet.

So, right now, the "wandering lifestyle" is the only way the Lone Wolf knows how to exist. Lone Wolf can up and leave whenever he chooses. He can go wherever he chooses to go. And, he does not have to answer to anyone but himself when it comes to whatever he chooses to do with his personal life. To be short, the Lone Wolf exists as he pleases without affecting anyone else with his life choices. The marriage can be perceived as living a "caged" existence to the Lone Wolf. But, the Lone Wolf does not see marriage as necessarily being a bad thing to experience.

To find the right soulmate to share one's life with in bliss, or happiness, is one the reasons the Lone Wolf has been patient with allowing himself to become caged. Until then, the Lone Wolf continues to live "freely" with his existence. Cause anything less than bliss will not do for the Lone Wolf. This is the way of the Lone Wolf...

Retrospect: Lone Wolf on dealing with the little "setbacks" in life

Setback (noun): an unfortunate happening that hinders of impedes; something that is thwarting or frustrating The Lone Wolf is not above having to deal with a setback. The setbacks that actually causes the Lone Wolf to become very annoyed are the ones that deal with the "limbs" of his body to be in pain. The Lone Wolf, like any other living organism, are capable of sustaining injuries from external forces. The Lone Wolf just don't deal with such matters very well.

Far be it for the Lone Wolf to sit around for his limbs to heal. IT is not the Way of the Lone Wolf. The Lone Wolf usually accepts the challenge of taking the necessary steps during his recovery period to find a way to maximize the greatest result from each physical therapy session. The Lone Wolf knows to remain "out of sinc in body and mind" does not go well for his well being. The Lone Wolf prides usually prides himself in his ability to bounce back from an injury. But, the Lone Wolf is beginning to realize that his age is becoming more of a factor in his recovery time. To the Lone Wolf, this could be a problem that will become eventually able to overcome one day.

But for now, the Lone Wolf continues to persevere through the pain and keep putting on a confident face that he can still function as much as he can during his recovery phase of this setback. Cause to the Lone Wolf, "No setback is ever permanent..." The Lone Wolf received his latest news that his has been injured in a way that may take a little longer for his limbs to heal. The Lone Wolf will get through this setback, as he has done on previous setbacks of the same nature. The Lone Wolf usually find a way to come back in more shape than he was before he became injured. And, this setback should be no different to the Lone Wolf. The journey of a thousands miles begins with a single step. So, recovery from his injured his limbs is only a matter "patience, hard work, and time". This is the way of the Lone Wolf...

Retrospect: Long Wolf on Marriage

Marriage (noun): a close and intimate union.

The Lone Wolf has been living a life of solitude for 40 years. He been in as many relationships that he could count on one hand. Any relationship over three months and be counted on less than three fingers. To ask the Lone Wolf, "How come you are not married, yet?" is as much affective as asking, "How come you are still single?". Meaning, the answers will be the same. "The Lone Wolf is still single cause when it comes to finding a soulmate the journey never have a final destination that's known..." And, if one unable to understand that response then you have never tried to walk a mile in the Lone Wolf's shoes. Let's break it down for a second:

For most of the Lone Wolf's life, he has been mainly the "go to person" on the matriarch side of his family. The Lone Wolf has been trying to "payback" as much love, hard work, and affections that his mother has shown him throughout the years of his upbringing. The Lone Wolf knows that one can never be able to pay back one-tenth of the love and kindness that his mother has shown him throughout his natural born life. But, the Lone Wolf never stopped striving to accomplish that goal. Now, he is officially the last of his siblings to have never been married or in a long lasting serious relationship over a year. The Lone Wolf is at another crossroad in his life. Does the Lone Wolf stay on his current path of life with the belif that his soulmate will eventually come into his life? OR, should the Loan Wolf begin to find a new path to wonder in order to meet the potential love of his life?

The answers to either of these questions are not current concern to the Lone Wolf. The Lone Wolf has never doubted what the divine heavens has in store for him and his future. So, the Lone Wofl does not have to worry about when or where his soulmate will enter his life. IF he meets a woman that gives him the "red flags", he continues on his path of life. IF the Lone Wolf finds a "common spark of love" with a woman he meets, then he knows to pursue that course of actions until something in that relationship tells him to venture further with it to see where it goes. There are no guarantees in life, but if one does not risk everything to see where love will go, then life is not worth living.

Eventually, the Lone Wolf will find a true love to marry. Hopefully, she will be his fabled "soulmate" that he has been searching all of his life. Anything less than "bliss", or "serenity", with the one that he loves is not worth continuing a relationship with her until he finally discovers it. Regardless, you can trust that the Lone wolf will "never marry out the fear of being alone" in life. Cause IF a continuous life of solitude if what "Fate" has laid out for the Lone Wolf, then so be it. But, the Lone Wolf will never comes to accept a life of solitude with a good fight in finding his "soulmate". This is the way of the Lone Wolf...

When the Lone Wolf faces...

Perseverance(Noun): Steady persistence in adhering to a course of action, a belief, or a purpose; steadfastness.

When a Lone Wolf faces a crisis in life, he attempts to act as if he was not phased by it. Cause to the Lone Wolf, there is not a problem the Lone Wolf can't handle. But, there a few times when the Lone Wolf must concede to his own limitations. The Lone Wolf knows that he is not all powerful or all knowing. The Lone Wolf knows that is only human.

When the Lone Wolf faces a force that causes him to be injured in life, he attempts work through the pain to show that nothing can keep the Lone Wolf down for long. Hence the point of the Lone Wolf's shortcomings. The Lone Wolf knows that he is not indestructible. The Lone Wolf would love to be able to feel no pain or become injured at any given time in life. But, reality will always remind him that he is only human.

When the Lone Wolf faces a crossroads in life, he attempts to make the best decision that he came come to that will be to his best benefit or outcome. The Lone Wolf knows that there are no certainties in life. To be able to stay in one location working in a familiar environment is one path to stay on. Venturing into a new area of work environment in unfamiliar grounds in order to broaden one's resume and career is another path to take. The Lone Wolf knows, from past examples, to take the blessing as they come cause they may never come around again. But, the Lone Wolf knows to want more out of life is to be only human.

To faces issues alone and to strive to persevere through them has always been the way of the Lone Wolf. The day the Lone Wolf can say that he has no further issues to face, is the day he is no longer of this world. This is the way of the Lone Wolf...

Perspectives: The Lone Wolf, The Shepard, The Sheep, and The Dumb Ass

Lone Wolf (noun): a person who avoids the company or assistance of others

Shepherd (metaphorical): Someone who watches over, looks after, or guides somebody.

Sheep (noun): A docile and vulnerable person who would rather follow than make an independent decision.

Dumb ass (noun/slang): A thoroughly stupid person; blockhead.



There appears to be a person in every work place and in life that has nothing better to do than to attempt to question the integrity of the Lone Wolf. Such attempts are a common way of life for Lone Wolf, especially in a workplace environment. The Lone Wolf takes these attempts to his integrity as challengers, which is okay to accept those challenges. But, when the challengers are not being played on an even field of strategy, then the Lone Wolf must ponder on what courses of actions to make against that dub ass person. To put it simply, must the next courses of actions be made from the perspective of a Lone Wolf, the shepherd, or a sheep. Each are good strategies in their own ways. But, each of those courses of actions also have their own shortcomings.

The Lone Wolf's perspective-
No matter what a person's race, sex, age, or sexual preferences, a dumb ass is still a dumb ass. The Lone Wolf already knows that violence is never the way to solve any problems with another person, even a dumb ass person. But, damn it would feel good for the Lone Wolf to reap some type of physical retribution on that dumb ass anyway. But, this is not the time and the place or the situation that have risen physical actions being taken against the dumb ass.

Violence at any level would only end badly for the Lone Wolf. No dumb ass is ever worth loosing their job over them. Yet, the Lone Wolf already lost his composure over what the dumb ass did to him. So, the dumb ass managed to win this first strategic insult to the Lone Wolf's integrity. But, "anything that does not kill the Lone Wolf makes him stronger..." The Lone Wolf knows that this matter with the dumb ass will pass. So, the Lone Wolf believes that this situation with the dumb ass calls for more mental resolution than physical. Even though the Lone Wolf is very capable of finding a mental resolution to the dumb ass's issues with him.

With this in mind, the Lone Wolf must allow "The Shepherd" to review the next possible courses of actions to resolve this matter with the dumb ass. Unlike the Lone Wolf that tends to more of an aggressive reflexive response when back into a corner or injured, "The Shepherd" tends to take a more calmer approach to handling a situation with someone.

The Shepherd's perspective-
Even though the center of the insult to the Lone Wolf's integrity is a dumb ass's unknown issues with him, the Shepherd attempts to see the whole situation from a third person's perspective of, "Why does this dumb ass continues to have issues with whatever the Lone Wolf asks of him. But, the Lone Wolf does not have issues with the dumb ass whenever he for assistance with something?"

The Shepherd attempts to stand back and review all the information that was gathered up to this point about the dumb ass. The Shepherd attempts to figured out "why" the dumb ass person behave in such a untrustworthy way towards the Lone Wolf. And, the Shepherd then attempt to find ways for the Lone Wolf to find a more mental and peaceful of dealing with potential future problems from the dumb ass. For the record, neither the Lone Wolf nor the Shepherd dislikes the dumb ass person in a negative way. To them, the dumb ass is more "pitied" than despised. What would cause a person to want to continue to cause such drama around the work place?

There are enough negativity in life to deal with without having to worry about a coworker constantly finding way to stab another in the back in order to feel better about them self or some other unknown reason. The dumb ass should know this fact of life, especially at his age. Regardless of why the dumb ass choose to take this course of action against the Lone Wolf in such an insulting and demeaning fashion, the Shepherd thinks that the last resort may be more positive in strategy then the last two previous options. Sometimes it is just better to just lead by example to resolve a situation. Sometimes, it is better to turn the other cheek, and do nothing in response to dumb ass's insult to one's integrity. And, when it is one of those times, one must follow the perspective of "The Sheep".

The Sheep's perspective-
"The Sheep" is usually the least confrontational and mentally demanding of the three ways to handling a dumb ass person in life. The Sheep sees the dumb ass person for who they really are: "a hater". And, if a hater can't best you on an even field of strategy, then a hater usually resorts to "back door tactics" to try to bring their rival down. The Sheep has learn from experience to just allow "Karma" to handle things. From the Sheep's perspective, "No deed goes unnoticed or unpunished." Until then, the sheep learns to just keep it professional with those types of dumb asses at the work place. That is what a dumb ass usually does not expect the Lone Wolf to response to his insulting ways towards him.

The Sheep leads by example by continuing to graze in the same field where their fellow sheep may have been slaughtered by a predator. The Sheep may feel some type of loss for their fellow sheep. But, the Sheep also realize that tomorrow is another day. "Life goes on." Even a dumb ass can't change that spirit of the Sheep. With this view towards life, a sheep usually wins over a dumb ass on an even field of strategy. If the dumb ass attempts to make things difficult for a sheep, then he is heavily viewed by other of the flock as the "negative influence" in the workplace.

The beautiful thing about dub asses, they never learn to stop f*cking with sheep until "Karma" has to step into the field of strategic to makes things more equal again. Without the Sheep falling to the dumb ass's chaos, the dumb ass must straighten up and fly right, or must eventually be forced to move to another location for his constant disruptions to the flow of the work place. The Lone Wolf will be alright following from the Sheep's perspective towards dealing with life's dumb asses...

Retrospect: Lone Wolf on dealing with the hardships in life...

Even the Lone Wolf is susceptible to running into hardships in life. But, Lone Wolves do not have the time to remain upset and wine about things that have already occurred. A Lone Wolf must get up and continue on their journey. In a sense, a Lone Wolf must endure through the hardship and make it to the other side of perseverance. This must be the Lone Wolf's way. In a Lone Wolf's life, having a special someone to share their struggles through a hardship is usually not an option for him.

The Lone Wolf understands that enduring hardships as if there will be no else to share his struggles with may be his final destiny in life. A life that the Lone Wolf chosen for himself to live. To the Lone Wolf, there is no long time to pity one's self or others. Pity is a wasted emotion that still does not deal with a current hardship at hand. According to the Lone Wolf, one must not fall to self pity or depression and force them self up from the struggles that bounds them. In the Lone Wolf's world, one must come to stand up against something or one will always fall down to anything in life. This is the Lone Wolf's philosophy in life.

Everyone falls down in life. IT is call "hardships" for a reason. Everything in life can't be that easy to deal with. IT would be nice to never have a worry, or to never have a want or need. But, the Lone Wolf deals with realism instead of fantasy in his life. One must be willing to make the hard choices and sacrifices in life. Or, one would never learn to become mentally and emotionally stronger after enduring life's hardships. The Lone Wolf accepts hardships as a test of one's ability to cope with problems. Some are natural at their problem solving skills, while others choose to continue with the drama that comes with not wanting to find way to eventually be rid of their hardships (self pity).

The Lone Wolf is very willing to take as many "baby steps" towards handling a hardship, as long as those baby steps are still heading towards a positive result of the situation. Patience is another virtue that the Lone Wolf must possess towards dealing with a hardship. Not all hardships can be solved in a day. But, the Lone Wolf would never get out of his bed each morning if he did not think that he will be able to endure whatever hardships that may enter his life. This is the Lone Wolf's prospective towards the hardships that comes into his life from time to time...

Retrospect: Lone Wolf on the Lone Wolf

At his simplest description, he is as down to Earth as one should be. He will never be regarded as a complicated person. According to him, life is too short for things to be complicated.
He lives to helps those that are in need of help. He speaks his mind when the occasion causes him to do so. And, he knows when to only listen when another is only seeking an ear to her their story. He sees people as two sets of entities: Either you are a part of the solution, or a part of the problem. No one person is better than the other. And, he does not have the time to deal with those that rather dwell in drama than in ways to make chicken salad out of chicken shit. And, he believes that one should keep things real about themselves.

He rather deal with those who are team players. Whiners needs to keep on moving out of his way. And, you are wasting his time trying to make him apart of your own person agenda against someone. Assisting with gossip of any kind usually leads to more unnecessary problems. So, he attempts to not participate in such rituals. It sometimes get hard for him to figure out who really like him as a person or for just what he can do for them. As long as he continues to satisfy those whom came to his aide, he will continue to work until he is no longer an asset to his place of employment.

He really does not know if he will ever meet his soulmate in life. He still has not given up hope of doing so. But, he is definitely not ready to start settling for the next best thing because he has not crossed paths with his potential soulmate, yet. He still believes that love will be apart of his life. He still believes in destiny. And, he is still open to maybe having children one day with his soulmate. But, he is okay with spending the rest of his life without children is his soulmate does not wish to have children. Spending the rest of his life in bliss with soulmate is more important to the Lone Wolf's happiness.

As he finish packing to wander again in the wilderness, he recalls the good experieces of dwelling in the Big City. But, it is time for him to complete what he started with his life. He knows that he will eventually have to stay permanently in one location one day, hopefully, with his soulmate. Meanwhile, the wandering continues in hopes of finally meeting this person that he feels destined to meet.

Alpha females are searching for alpha males, not Lone Wolves. And, the package he was attempting to improve is not yet finished. He finally is back up to feeling himself again to return to the gym to obtain his weight loss goals and desired level of fitness. No more time for excuses. Right now, he is his own worst enemy and his own best critic. There are still more chapters to be written about his life. This is the Lone Wolf on the Lone Wolf...

Retrospect: The Lone Wolf on keeping one's composure while under pressure...

Pressure (noun): an oppressive condition of physical or mental or social or economic distress.

The one thing a Lone Wolf is not allowed to do is loose their composure under pressure. Cause in some instances, to looses one's composure under pressure is to have already loose a battle against their opponent. To the Lone Wolf, an opponent does not have to always be in the tangible sense (i.e. a person, animal, thing, etc.). An opponent can be of the idealistic of the Lone Wolf's senses. Being forced to live a solitary life out in the world is not always an easy thing to do. The Lone Wolf must sometimes make some sacrifices in order to survive through another day, week, or month. Making the tough choices that need to be made in order to survive is a way of life for the Lone Wolf.

If you apply the Lone Wolf's logic to a daily work environment, the Lone Wolf must constantly think of solutions and resolution on a daily basis in order to satisfy those whom have come to depend on him during pressured situations. To fail those whom must rely on his experience and intelligence during a pressured situation is not an option for the Lone Wolf. It is true that the Lone Wolf does not always manage to complete his daily assignments for those whom come to rely on him. But, those failures for the Lone Wolf are usually few and far in between.

Keeping one's composure while under constant pressure by the Lone Wolf's family, friends, and coworkers is a constant way of life for the Lone Wolf. IT sometimes can be very lonely for the Lone Wold to endure such pressures out in the wilderness. But, a Lone Wolf understands that IT is the burden and responsibility that he or she usually voluntarily chooses to accept as a way of life in their world. Keeping one's composure while under pressure is a natural ability of the Lone Wolf. Others come to rely on that fact of the Lone Wolf that he will work the hours and go the places that are necessary to complete their daily requests for them. That is who the Lone Wolf is and shall always be as a person. IT also appears to have become instilled somewhere in the Lone Wolf's psyche to be such a person. To the Lone Wolf, to meet the satisfactory needs of another is all that matters to him in life.

Overall, the current trade-off for the Lone Wolf ability to keep his composure while under pressure is to live a solitary existence with no soulmate to speak of his daily burdens with. Working hard at keeping mentally and physically fit and happy are the current solutions for the Lone Wolf to deal such burdens in his life. Yet, the Lone Wolf does not see this solitary existence as a curse. The Lone Wolf sees his solitary existence as as an accepted necessity of his being, for now. This is what the Lone Wolf thinks about keeping one's composure while under pressure...

Retrospect: The Lone Wolf on wandering (no place to call home)

Wanderer (noun): someone who leads a wandering unsettled life.

When it comes to wandering, the Lone Wolf could have written many of books on the subject. Even when the Lone Wolf came close to finding a port of harbor to call his own, the feeling of being constricted began to settle down on him. Eventually, he found a way to be released from his stationary confinement to continue his wandering through life. Wandering for the Lone Wolf is as second natured as the water traveling down stream of a mighty river. Even though the river may appear to be a little chaotic to the eyes, there is actually a stillness tat can be felt underneath it. The Lone Wolf's wandering existence is not for those with families or long term responsibilities. Hence, the Lone Wolf seems perfectly okay with never settling for long periods of time in one location. This is the fate of a Lone Wolf's way of life, "No place to call home".

Will the Lone Wolf ever find a place to call home? The Lone Wolf would love to believe it is possible. But, it is highly unlikely by the aging years that the Lone Wolf's wandering lifestyle will be an old myth of the past. You must first understand that IT is not as easy for a Lone Wolf to switch from a wandering lifestyle to a stationary lifestyle within a year's time. One can only hope that a Lone Wolf is able to adapt to staying in one location for about a year, then he or she can only take things one day at a time with their stay. Trying to analyze or predict how long a Lone Wolf will stay at a location will be futile. Cause to a Lone Wolf, he or she does not need a visible fence to feel very constrict or domesticate.

A Lone Wolf is best able to adapt to a stationary lifestyle, if he or she voluntarily chooses to do so without pressure from their soulmate. One must come to love a Lone Wolf as he or she already exist. To attempt to change a Lone Wolf into anything else than themselves is futile. A Lone Wolf will leave its new environment is he or she is not allowed to be themselves while living in it. Let it be known, "Every Lone Wolf wants to eventually find a place to call their home." Some Lone Wolves get to that point in their lives faster than others. And, other Lone Wolves never find a place to call their home. To some Lone Wolves, "Home is wherever they are able to lay their heads for whatever amount of time." And, that type of lifestyle is satisfactory for many of those wandering Lone Wolves.

To a Lone Wolf, worrying too much about when to call a stationary place "home" is time being wasted. According to the Lone Wolf, wandering is another way of life that many take for granted. The Lone Wolf becomes educated about each new surrounding that he chooses to live for whatever period time. The Lone Wolf sometimes finds himself reminiscing about the people that he comes to know while living at these new locations. But, like most things in the Lone Wolf's life, people and things come and go. IT is the Lone Wolf's family and friends that keep him well grounded in the world. As long as the Lone Wolf has a bloodline in the world, the "where" does not really matter to the Lone Wolf as long as their is a soulmate to share his life. This is what the Lone Wolf thinks about wandering...

Retrospect: The Lone Wolf on dealing with illnesses...

When it comes to illnesses, the Lone Wolf usually feels most alone during these times in his life.

Most of the time, the Lone Wolf live a solitary life. So, enduring an illness on his life is just another way of life for the Lone Wolf. When push comes to shove with an illness, the Lone Wolf would swallow his male pride and drive himself to the hospital. The Lone Wolf always drive himself to the hospital or an emergency care center whenever he is under the weather. According to the Lone Wolf, "What does not kills the Lone Wolf, only makes him stronger."

Even now, the Lone Wolf suffers with an illness of an unknown nature. But, to the Lone Wolf, he cannot take tomorrow off to deal with the illness "head on" until he completes his assigned tasks for tomorrow. Seeing an assigned task or mission to the end is another one of the Lone Wolf's way of life. The Lone Wolf is sure that a day will come when he will no longer be able to rely on himself during an illness. Even though this is not the day it will happen, the Lone Wolf understands his ability to handle these illnesses on his own are becoming more difficult by his aging years. That is why finding his soulmates become more imperative for his future survive by each passing year.

Overall, the Lone Wolf works hard at living as much of a healthy life in order to stay off the chances of picking up an illness from someone or something. But, all the same, every warm blooded creature, including the Lone Wolf, are susceptible to illnesses. But, as long as the Lone Wolf can get out of bed the next morning while dealing with an illness, the Lone Wolf will continue to work through the pain of an illness until he can find the time to finally deal with that specific illness. This is how the Lone wolf deals with illnesses...

Retrospect: The Lone Wolf on love and relationships...

Soulmate (noun): Someone with whom one has a special, almost spiritual connection.

The Lone Wolf on love-
When it comes to love, the Lone Wolf recalls saying the word to probably less than five women (at best) during his dating lifetime. Because to the Lone Wolf, love currently appears to be nothing more than a concept experienced by everyone else except him. Yet, the Lone Wolf is far from being bitter about love. The Lone Wolf is just as optimistic about being in love with his soulmate than as one would about knowing whether or not good will still exist into the world. The Lone Wolf is a patient entity on his quest to seek love.

According to the Lone Wolf, when it comes to love, it is all about timing, chance, an attractive spark with another, and a whole lot of luck in between encounters with the woman of his potential love interest. The Lone Wolf leaves the rest of the equation of love to faith.

The Lone Wolf on relationship-
When it comes to relationships, the Lone Wolf has experience many of them. When it comes to serious relationships, the Lone Wolf is not an expert in that subject matter. If the Lone Wolf learned anything else from relationships, trial and error has developed a new way of handling his future relationships with women of his interests, "Never waste a woman's time if he knows that it will not be going anywhere past a friendship". As the Lone Wolf ages by the years, it won't be long before he begin to believe that maybe a serious relationship with a woman of his likeness is not a possibility.

As far as that thought is a potential realization for the Lone Wolf, he is not ready to stop lowering his expectations in order to keep from being alone in the world. So, until the Lone Wolf finds his soulmate, the future experiences of relationships still has to be endured during his dating-social lifetime.

Only time will tell if the Lone Wolf will ever find love during a serious relationship. And, the Lone Wolf still has the heart to carry on to in the world until his soulmate is located. This is the Lone Wolf's take on love and relationships...