Sunday, August 30, 2009

Lone Wolf: Wandering with the past of lost love on your back...

Funny how a scent can instantly bring the Lone Wolf back to a time in his life where another had made an impression on his memory. Yet, it is another involving a memory of what could not be for the Lone Wolf. The Lone Wolf is not a stranger to being his own worst enemy when it comes to the opposite sex that came and left out of his life. It has been said that the Lone Wolf is acting "stubborn" when it comes to finding his soulmate. That would make him an oxymoron: To voluntarily resist the one thing he has always sought out of life, a soulmate. This could not be any further from the truth.

The Lone Wolf truly does hope to find his soulmate in the near future. What the Lone Wolf is stubborn about is the ideal of having to settle for anything less than bliss when it comes to seeking a mate. Just because the Lone Wolf is getting older does not mean he should stop searching for soulmate and settle down with another kindred spirit just because she is also "alone" and "single". This is not the way of the Lone Wolf. You would think the Lone Wolf would learn from his past encounters with the opposite sex. You would think that the Lone Wolf would have gain new insight from a history of failed loves that did not work out for him. Apparently, love is the one thing the Lone Wolf has not seemed to master in his wandering life. Yet, the Lone Wolf has been able to keep on existing to one day meet his true soulmate, if she still exist out there in the wilderness...

IT is a difficult life for the Lone Wolf to be wandering with the past of lost loves on his back. Especially, if a lot of the lost loves were from the bad choices made the Lone Wolf. Yet, the Lone Wolf cannot continue to wonder over would could have been with his past loves. Choices (good or bad) are a part of life. This is a fact of life. There is no time for second guessing one's own choices. And, the Lone Wolf is no stranger to this fact of life. This is the way of the Lone Wolf...

Saturday, August 22, 2009

The Lone Wolf and the Lost Pup

The Lone Wolf has been known for not being able to turn away too many lost causes. Especially those that happen to wander upon his territory. Take for example a "lost pup" of a soul. they are usually oblivious to the real world. They are usually going to experience many of trials and errors before being able to effectively handle what the world is capable of throwing at them. And, they usually have not adapted the ability of finding the way back home. These are the kids of lost causes the Lone Wolf eventually attempt to help them find their path back home. This is the way of the Lone Wolf.

To the Lone Wolf, helping a lost pup find their way back home is like Shepperd guiding his flock back to pasture. It sometimes can be a long and dangerous task. But, the gained rewards of it all worth it. The Lone Wolf would be the living entity that he is if it was not for the many of "teachers" that guided him towards the right path of life. One must be willing to pass on one's knowledge to future generations. And, one must be willing to step up to help a lost pup when the time calls for such an action to occur. Cause to the Lone Wolf, one is usually defined by the actions and words of one's own deed. It is to this end, aiding lost pups are usually a common occurrence for the Lone Wolf.

Not all attempts to aide a lost pup are successful. It is in the "intentions" of the Lone Wolf to aide the lost pup is what matters. And, the Lone Wolf's intentions are usually sincere. But, at the end of the day, the Lone Wolf can only hope the lost pup would "eventually" find their way home. You can leave one to the right path of life. But, it is still of to that one to still walk it and not stray to far from that path. The Lone Wolf knows that no two lost pups are alike. They differ in their thoughts, their experiences, their physical abilities, and their ethics toward situations. When a lost pup thinks that they no longer needs the aide or advise of another. Then, they are now the teachers of others. These lost pups would also bevery delusional in that frame of thinking. not even the Lone Wolf think that he is able being a lost pup from time to time.

No one living entity is capable of knowing "all" that there is to know about the people and things of this world. So, the Lone Wolf must constantly seek out knowledge in order to keep his current abilities keen against and future delimmas he may encounter in life. A lost pup (like all living entities) will eventually come to this realization in due time, also. This is the way of the Lone Wolf...

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Lone Wolf: On the feeling of "Helplessness"...

Helplessness (noun): the state of needing help from something. I wandered in some area outside of my own wilderness. It appears to be a junk yard or something to that sort. Two to three dogs must have picked up my scent. And, the dogs began chasing me as if they were protecting their territory. I ran as fast I could. The dogs were catching up with me very hastily. Out of the panic of being severely attacked by those vicious dogs, I got underneath the closest clunker that I could find to protect myself. But, the dogs were still persistent at attacking and hurting me.

As I now lay helpless underneath the front area of an old clunker, I began to feel one of those dogs trying to get its teeth around my left hind leg. It's going to be only an amount of time before that dog is finally able to fully clamp onto that leg. Another dog was able to pinned down my head with the bottom of its chin. And, that dog beagan to constantly lick my left ear as I laid helpless underneath that old clunker. I tried to lay still in hopes that the two dogs would eventually grow tire of me and leave. But, it didn't work. The dog that was holding my head down gave me the feeling that it was going to soon start biting on my left ear. I have never felt so helpless in my current situation. Why did I wander out of my own wilderness?

The feeling of pending death began to come over me. I can began to feel pain being sustained by the dog that was attacking my left hind leg. And, it was nothing that I could do about it. The most agonizing feeling was coming from that other dog that had control of my head. My life was literary in his mouth. With my neck exposed to his attacks, it just kept licking on my left ear as long a I continued to lay still. That dog only growled when I appeared to start moving from my pinned position. How am I going to be able to survive this mess?

As I laid in this helpless predicament, I knew no one was coming to my aide. This is one of the flaws of the life of a Lone Wolf. Never wanting help even when it is neccessary from another living entity. If I should die from the actions of these junk yard dogs, I have no off springs to carry on my bloodline. I would like to believe that no living entity would like to spend their last moments in this world feeling so helpless. If I had to deal with this moment all over again, I would rather have died in a moment of fighting off those junk yard dogs attacks. At least, I would have died with more "honor" than this current fate. Regardless, I am about to die, no one is coming to my rescue, and there is nothing I can do to stop it. Could fate be so cruel to me?

A heavy weight of sadness began to come over my aching body. I did not fear the ideal of death by another living entity. I only feared that no one woulf know where, when, and how I died. As my body began to feel more and more helpless by each passing moment, the junk yard dogs continued their attacks upon me. So, I gave up trying to survive this vicious attacks from those junk yard dogs. I was alone. I was outnumbered. And, I was too helpless to do anything about it my current situation. What is the point of my continuing to endure this agonizing ordeal?

Darkness began to come over my world, as I let go of the ideal of trying to survive these circumstances. I began to finally loose consciousness from the helplessness of my current fate. I was so scared from seeing my pending death that I woke up laying on my living room floor. I could not believe that the whole thing that I was experiencing was only a dream. But How? How could those vicious junk yard dog attacks and the feelings of helplessness seem so real to me? The way of a Lone Wolf sometimes comes with more questions than answers, sometimes...

Friday, August 7, 2009

It takes the force equal to an elephant to seriously injure the Lone Wolf...

To think the Lone Wolf was anything more than invincible is ludicrous.

The problem with being a Lone Wolf sometimes is the fact that he cannot be a contradiction of his way of life. Meaning, the only way the Lone Wolf can continue to wander the earth as a "lone" figure. So, to that end, being a Lone Wolf comes with certain negative aspects of this existence. One is the fact that the Lone Wolf must usually tend to his own injuries. It is a well known fact the Lone Wolf usually becomes more withdrawn from his family and friends the more serious the sustained injuries or illness. To simply state, the Lone Wolf does not like feel anything less than weak in front of family and friends. A thing that may one be the end of his own undoing.

After all the years of existence, after many years of battles, and after all the injuries the Lone Wolf has experience and survived, it took the force equal to an elephant to seriously injure him. And, as he grows older with age, it takes more time for the Lone Wolf to recovery from those injuries. It is a hard pill to swallow for the Lone Wolf to realize that he is not as tough as he would love to be. But, it's okay. The Lone Wolf has come to accept the fact that he needs to get over the disappointment of being seriously injured; And, do what he needs to do in order to become better and stronger than ever. And, to this end the Lone Wolf will eventually rise to this physical challenge. This is way of the Lone Wolf.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

The are some bridges that even the Lone Wolf knows not to cross...

Throughout the years the Lone Wolf has gained the skills and abilities to hold his own against most of the adversities the came up in his life. Most of the time, the adversities were usually caused by the Lone Wolf's own doing. But eventually, the Lone Wolf manages to overcome these adversities. And, the Lone Wolf normally grows as a person from surviving whatever experiences he faced.

The funny thing seems to occur to the Lone Wolf when he happens to come upon a bridge in his path of life. Depending on the size of that bridge, the Lone Wolf usually decides if that bridge is a necessity to cross or a it is really not worth crossing, yet. But, whatever is the choice, it never does the Lone Wolf any good to burn any of those bridges he come into contact with during his daily encounters. To the Lone Wolf, bridges and people are quite similar in retrospect to each other. They are usually dependable when they have a strong foundation about them. No one bridge, like people, are the same in structure and depth. And, both can easily fall apart (physically) if they are not well maintained.

The Lone Wolf will usually not cross a bridge that he is not too sure about. IT is part of the survival instincts the Lone Wolf has learned to develop during his upbringing. The longer the bridge the more likely the Lone Wolf becomes more cautious while attempting to cross over it. Yet, the Lone Wolf continues to venture across those long bridges cause his instincts tell him to do so. There is usually no turning back for the Lone Wolf once he begins his journey across a bridge. The key for the Lone Wolf while crossing the bridge is not get distracted by anything that has nothing to do with him getting across that bridge. So, the Lone Wolf usually stays focused taking one step at a time until that bridge is crossed.

The Lone Wolf still have a lot of bridges in life to cross. Some will be very difficult to deal with. Some will be a joy to experience. The rest of the upcoming bridges in life will just little lessons along a path of full enlightenment for the Lone Wolf. There are some bridges that even the Lone Wolf knows not to cross. But, that is the difference between a Lone Wolf (composure under pressure) and a wolf cub (undisciplined under stress). This is the way of the Lone Wolf.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Harmony: The Lone Wolf walking in Mighty Eagles' shadow...



The Lone Wolf will always wander in the shadow of the Mighty Eagle, which is the foundation of the Lone Wolf's existence. But, like all other living entities in life, one must eventually find their own "self identity" in the world. The need to establish one's uniqueness, self-esteem, and importance in the world have always been the ambitions of the Lone Wolf. Yet, one should strive to also find a harmony between the Lone Wolf (ideology) of his present and the Mighty Eagle (spirit) of his past in order to balance the inner spirit within himself. Some days are easier than others for the Lone Wolf while attempting to accomplish this harmony stuff. One thing is for sure about the Lone Wolf walking in the shadow of the Mighty Eagle. The Lone Wolf can never deny the positive attributes that he obtained from being a Mighty Eagle. "Determination" is one of the most used attributes the Lone Wolf relies on while walking in the Mighty Eagles' shadow. This is why harmony with one spirit beings will always be one of ways of the Lone Wolf.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

The source of the Lone Wolf's essence: Faith from others...

Faith (noun): complete confidence in a person or plan, etc. IT is a given that the Lone wolf must always have faith in himself in order to exist from day to day. But, the source of the Lone Wolf's essence is faith from others. IT was faith from others that passed on their knowledge and kindness onto him to pass onto to those that he may encounter in society. When it comes to faith from others, let it be known that the Lone Wolf has been known to accomplish the sometimes improbable tasks or missions assigned to him from his family, friends, and coworkers. The Lone Wolf lives to accomplish such tasks (especially those that sometimes challenge his intellect).

Faith is the common denominator that separates the Lone Wolf from other living entities. to others it may appear that the Lone Wolf is somewhat "cocky" or "conceded" in the faith that he has in himself. But, faith received from others causes the Lone Wolf to become "motivated" to not disappoint anyone that entrusted him with a task or mission. As in the ole ways of Feudal Japan, the Lone Wolf sometimes take on the ways of the ninja" To fail in one's mission is to dishonor himself, his family, and his fellow clansmen. To this end, the Lone Wolf usually goes all out in his work in order to strive for a productive and satisfactory end to his assigned tasks. This is the way of the Lone Wolf.

If the day ever comes when the world no longer have faith in the Lone Wolf, it is the day the Lone Wolf must accept the fact that his life on this earth is of no further importance to mankind. But until then, the Lone Wolf will continue to strive to not loose the faith of his family, friends, and coworkers by staying true to his way of philosophy: "A good reputation is more valuable than money." This is the way of the Lone Wolf...

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Stranded: The Lone Wolf, the Four Hermits, and the Soft Grounds of the Woodlands' edge...


Stranded (verb): to be halted or struck by a difficult situation.

Today, the Lone Wolf was wandering towards the areas of the Woodlands. The Lone Wolf was attempting to meet with the "Hermit of the Woodlands", when he saw the grounds ahead of him were becoming too soft to continue walking upon it. Against his better judgement, the Lone Wolf continued to venture further towards the Woodlands knowing there was a chance that he may become stranded in the soft ground. Let it be known that the Lone Wolf was never the being to not make a promise that he doesn't intend to keep to another. "This is not the way of the Lone Wolf". And, the Lone Wolf was going to attempt keep the promise he made to the Hermit of the Woodlands. So, the Lone Wolf was able to cross the small creek that was located in front of the Woodlands' edge with ease. Soon after, the Lone Wolf began to soon loss his footing along the soft grounds. The Lone Wolf attempted to free himself from the soft ground. But, the Lone Wolf eventually realized that he neither could move any further towards nor away from the edge of the Woodlands' edge. In short, the Lone Wolf had became very weak from being stranded in the soft ground of the Woodlands' edge as he already predicted.

The Lone Wolf was able to grab hold of a few pieces of nearby timber to return to free himself from the soft ground. But, the Lone Wolf in his weakened condition was still unable to get himself out of the soft ground. The Lone Wolf began to start sinking even further into the soft ground. Being at wit's end, the Lone Wolf began calling out for help to any other living entities that may have be wandering the nearby area. Just when all hope was lost for the Lone Wolf, he observed a lone figure heading towards his direction from the World of the Society. It was a long time friend of the Hermit of the Woodlands, "The Opportunistic Hermit". The Opportunistic Hermit have been able to adapt to the World of the Woodlands and the World of the Society during his lifetime on this plain of existence. And, the two hermits treat each other like blood brothers with their long friendship. After failing to help get the Lone Wolf out of the soft ground, the Opportunistic Hermit had to temporarily leave the Lone Wolf in order to seek assistance from other nearby hermits in the World of the Society.

As the Lone Wolf waited patiently stranded in the soft grounds near the edge of the Woodlands' edge, another hermit began to arrive to this location. Without saying a word to the Lone Wolf, the "Backpack Hermit" began gather straps of wood pieces s from the Woodlands to assist with getting the Lone Wolf out of the soft ground. Then, the Opportunistic Hermit can be observed returning towards the Lone Wolf's location with two more hermits. The other two unknown hermits were observed gather clothing that were left out as trash along the boundaries of the World of the Woodlands and the World of the Society. Eventually the other two hermits joined the Opportunistic Hermit and the Backpack Hermit began attempting to get the stranded Lone Wolf out of the soft ground.

The Lone Wolf was still too weak to do very much in getting himself out of the soft ground. So, it was up to the fours hermits to succeed in that task. With the Opportunistic Hermit leading this task, it took only minutes to get the Lone Wolf out of that soft ground. The Lone Wolf was was able to feel excited about finally gettig of that soft ground. After, the Lone Wolf praised the hermits for aiding him in his time of need. He showed his gratitude to the four hermits by rewarding them for their unselfish act with the gift of inspiration. The four hermits felt very enlighted from the Lone Wolf's gift. And, the Lone Wolf began his slow and long journey towards home to tend to his weakened state from being stuck in that soft ground for a long period of time. The promise that the Lone Wolf made to the Hermit of the Woodlands would have to be fulfilled another day. But, the promise to the Hermit of the Woodlands will eventually be fulfilled. This is the way of the Lone Wolf...